I crave simplicity.
I crave adventure.
I want to live frugally.
I feel like going shopping.
I love Montessori.
I wish I could turn off the Montessori obsession.
I am so happy with our Waldorf school.
I lay awake at night wondering if we've made a mistake.
I commit to making wholesome food for my family.
Lets eat takeaway fish & chips tonight.
I want Lovely to stay home with me.
I crave these moments of time for myself.
I want to challenge myself creatively.
I want to take the full Montessori training.
I want to be a designer again.
I am a good Montessori mama.
Is it meant to be so damn hard?
There are so many good books I want to read.
I just need to collapse in front of the t.v. tonight.
I want to detail clean every surface in the house.
I find myself at the computer again.
I love my children with an intense passion.
I'm sorry I was cross with you.
I wish we were homeschoolers.
I'm so happy that you love school.
I wish our garden was full of flowers.
I don't wanna garden today.
I love creating extravagant birthday parties.
Maybe birthdays should be small & intimate.
I need to lose 5 kilos.
The '4 nuts and zabaglione' cake.
I believe in following the child.
No. you must. now. because.
I love my husband.
I am irritable and thoughtless.
I want to escape.
I've never been happier in my life.
I don't think I can do this.
If only I could always see how easy it is.
Phew! This is a work in progress... more to come I'm sure.
How do you balance all of these voices? I'm sure I'm not the only one...