I am woman

I'm always in a million minds about everything...

I crave simplicity.

I crave adventure.

I want to live frugally.

I feel like going shopping.

I love Montessori.

I wish I could turn off the Montessori obsession.

I am so happy with our Waldorf school.

I lay awake at night wondering if we've made a mistake.

I commit to making wholesome food for my family.

Lets eat takeaway fish & chips tonight.

I want Lovely to stay home with me.

I crave these moments of time for myself.

I want to challenge myself creatively.

I'm scared.

I want to take the full Montessori training.

I want to be a designer again.

I am a good Montessori mama.

Is it meant to be so damn hard?

There are so many good books I want to read.

I just need to collapse in front of the t.v. tonight.

I want to detail clean every surface in the house.

I find myself at the computer again.

I love my children with an intense passion.

I'm sorry I was cross with you.

I wish we were homeschoolers.

I'm so happy that you love school.

I wish our garden was full of flowers.

I don't wanna garden today.

I love creating extravagant birthday parties.

Maybe birthdays should be small & intimate.

I need to lose 5 kilos.

The '4 nuts and zabaglione' cake.

I believe in following the child.

No. you must. now. because.

I love my husband.

I am irritable and thoughtless.

I want to escape.

I've never been happier in my life.

I don't think I can do this.

If only I could always see how easy it is.

Phew! This is a work in progress... more to come I'm sure.

How do you balance all of these voices? I'm sure I'm not the only one...